Thea, I just miss you so much. I miss your voice, your kisses, your hugs, your smile, your comments, your laugh, your grumpyness, the sound of your machine, the sound of you saying my name, tucking you in, you waking me up, doing your medicines, watching cartoons, telling you you're pretty, taking you to the park, you squeeling, your beautiful eyes, your big whispy hair, playing in the bath, shaking while i'm getting you ready, you coming downstairs several times to tell me the DVD's finished at night time, playing mr wolf, everything. It hurts. I love you.